I remember every morning I used to get up and see blue&yellow. I would get up and feel really happy and go outside sometimes. I'd see Vince's house and all my neighbors. The dog would bark and be really annoying. I'd go sit outside and drink something or go next to the pool and put my feet in. I'd go downstairs and take my shower and then I'd go back upstairs to get ready. The radio would always be on and it would give me motivation. I'd put whatever clothes on, and put makeup. I'd dry my hair in my bathroom and fix it. Then I'd call Isabelle and ask her what we were doing today, because I'd see her everyday all day in the summer. Turns out that I'm going to sleep at her house tonight, actually for 2 days and after she;d come to mine for 2 days. Today we were gonna go at her place and stay by her pool and listen to We Break The Dawn, and when it was suppertime we'd make noodles obviously, with tomato sauce. Then we would do brownies and take gross pictures cause we'd look like shit cause of the pool. Then we'd like walk or something or go to Dereck's and go in the woods and be scared or something like that. Then we'd go to bed and talk till 3 in the morning. Then the next day we would go shopping with Erica then go to Erica's for a bit. I'd go back to Isa's and I would be happy. We'd sleep there then go to my house the next day. We'd go swimming in my pool and play cards outside but the wind would blow it all away so we'd get tanned and drink lemonade and complain about the CD being annoying. Take pictures and telling Vince to fuck off when he'd come to my house and want to get tanned with us. Then my parents would leave and it would just be me & Isa. We'd go rent movies and play games and then hear weird noises and I'd grab a knife for each of us adn meanwhile I'd call Vince and he's come help us. But then when he says everything's okay, he wouldn't want to leave anymore. We would then sleep downstairs either on the pullout couch or on the kingsize air mattress. Again, we'd talk till 3 in the morning. Then we'd wake up and laugh about how gross we look. Then make pancakes. Then get ready and go somewhere. Have fun all day, and go wherever we wanted and have fun. Then she'd leave, but it didn't matter because we were going to hang out in two days anyways. I'd watch TV downstairs and love it. Then I'd go to bed, and I wonder what life would be like without being here, how it would be without my friends in Quebec City, where I truly belong. I realise that I coulnd't do it, I couldn't live without it. I remember when Megan Wellman moved to Ottawa. It was in Gr, 7. And I was really sad. Me & Isa were talking and we said: Omg, je sais pas quesse que je ferais si une de nous demenagerais, Jcapoterais, jserais pas capable, serieusrment laa, hein, sa pas dsense. I remember. we were crossing the street beside our school. The worst thing is that it happened. I DID move, and I CAN live with it, but it's the hardest thing ever. In my head it's not over. And it isn't. It's not. There's something waiting. I'd go to Erika's house and get all ready, just to go in her street with them and just hang out. Then we'd come back and talk about everything. We'd go to bed at 12 and wake up at 5 in the morning, to go to school. we'd be so tired. But I know that for me, it was all worth it. I remember when I went to roxanne's anf she went to mine after. It was so fun. We had creme de menthe and Baileys, grossest thing ever. I so love salads. Then after we went to Erika's house and went in this guy's car, omg we could've died haha. He went so fast and me and Roxanne we were in the trunk, it was awful. I loved it. The time when Me, Roxanne, Erika and Isabelle all came to my house and we slept in the tent outside, and it smelt like weed so much. It was crazy, and we went to the store and bought so much stuff it was gross. Then at night we were talking about so much stuff and in the morning my mom telling us she could hear everything. When me and Kim hung out and she came to my house and we swam all dressed up then we changed in the pool, each our turn. Then we went downtown to buy her shoes and it took so long to get there, and the guy helping us was so hot. All the times spent with Alexandra, at her house and at mine. She came over a couple times for homework stuff, and we had raisins at midnight, and it was so fun.
<Mes parents y me dise que chu normale.> XD My mom in the morning: Is that a grape ? Wow. The candy and all our inside jokes. And when I went to her house, and she attacked me with her bird. And swimming at 11:00 at night and it was so fun. Drinking after that and taking care of a drunk Alexe, especially when her dad came down, we had to tell him that she was really tired. We were with Erica & Coraly too. When Coraly came to my house and we took pictures and make some macaroni and had some Baileys. Our Mac&Cheese is the best, seriously. The party at Jenn's for Kathryn's birthday. It was so fun, we talked for so long. Then the guy, SIMON, at the webcam, wow he was so drunk and it was so fun to watch him-_-. Then the school. I loved it. Especially my class. Alexe, Alex, Alex, James, Erica, Kathe, Bryan, Coraly, if I forget some I'm sorry. I loved it, i felt so at home. I loved when I went on the bus, and I'd sit with Steven and Vince and all them. Walking to the bus stop was so fun, I loved it. Walking with Isabelle and sometimes Rox or David or Derck or Jenn or Coraly. I miss every single thing about Quebec, and I would come back anytime. Jferais serieusement vraiment becoup de choses pour revenir si jpourrais. Everyday it hurts me and I want to go back. When something here happens I tell myself, I'll tell Isa later but I can't, and if I do, I call her. I can't fucking tell her to her face. Usually we would go at each other's house every fuckign weekend and now its FUCKING OVER. C'est tellment dure a accepter, en faite j'ai meme pas encore accepter que ses comme pu la. Jveut tellement y retourner.. It breaks me, it tears me apart and the only thing I really want right now is to go back. I miss every single thing about it, every little thing I miss. I really want to go back, to live it again and never have to leave.
i miss every one. every thing. i miss Quebec. : (
